Wednesday, April 04, 2007

another emotional rollercoaster

for us to go through.... I just got the call from the doctor..... We were hoping to report good news to everyone on Easter.... On March 4th , I found out I was pregnant again! Jon and I have been keeping it a secret and I have been super tired.... mega nauseous and generally getting rounder by the second! ( already!)I went in to see the Lyme specialist and another doctor who assured me that while I'ld be super duper extra tired for this pregnancy that everything else was going great.....Unfortunately, I went for the ultrasound ( I should be 9 weeks) yesterday but the image was measuring super little... so much so, they actually told me to go have blood drawn... I must have just gotten pregnant???? so anyways, after the blood tests came back, the HCG levels are very high (17,000) indicating that I should have a 9 week old fetus and they could not detect any fetal growth whatsoever... so even though, i am pregnant with a placenta, bag of fluids, etc.... and have all the symptoms, there is no (and never was, any baby develope.)So , we are left with the options of waiting for the miscarriage or scheduling the surgery...,.Here we go again.... Jon and I are extremely sad.... these last few weeks (though secretive!lol) have been the happiest we have had in a long time...But we are blessed to have our beautiful Ryan and Erin and really trying to just focus on moving on... our family of four.... possibly taking a vacation and making plans for upcoming "fun" things to look forward too....Thanks ahead of time for all the prayers, support and guidance you have all given us in the past... It really means alot...Peace,Kim

10 comments:

Rachael said...

Kim, I am so, so sorry. Sending you big cyberhugs.

Dina said...

So sorry, Kim. Hugs & love.

Laura Fiore said...

Kim--I'm so sorry for your news. Nothing anybody can say is really going to help right now, but know that I would if I could. I'll be praying for you and your family...a trip where you can appreciate the blessings you do have sounds wonderful!

*Paula* said...

hugs Kim - I'm so sorry :(

Debbi T said...

Kim, I am so sorry. Hugs to you and your family.

A.Birch said...

Kim,
I'm so sorry...words can't express.
Hugs to you,

Amy (aka. Chemcheer 3)

Marieke said...

Kim I am so very sorry. What devastating news :(. Sending you a huge big bear hug from the other side of the world.

marcilambert said...

so sorry, kim. can't imagine, but you have my prayers.

scrapcat said...

Oh Kim - I so sorry for your loss.
Hugs to you and your family....

-Cathy (aka cayla73)

Shandy said...

just wanted to come and leave a little *extra* hug this morning for you.